I
don’t know this city without your footprints
marking
out the roads, buildings, the streetlights
glinting
on your glasses, your voice mapping
the
terrain of neighbourhoods, days and nights.
I
don’t know this place, it’s strangely different –
the
waters an acrid shade of grey and white,
the
neon signs of advertisements pulsing
like
a news ticker from a disaster site.
Everything
is where it was, yet it isn’t
as
if the ground has shifted, ever so slight,
as
if the earth’s somehow lost its mooring,
as
if the sky’s fallen from a great height.
Grief
is a half done crossword by your chair,
an
absence the shape of your feet on the stairs.