Sometimes you don’t feel the
distance, you talk
through the stretched time
zones, nearly every day,
carefully aligning your
staggered clocks.
Sometimes it’s just a text –
‘okay?’ ‘okay.’
At other times, the distance
is a log
from here to the vanishing
point, its weight
unwieldy, no language, no
dialogues
to lift it, to break through,
communicate.
So you leave it hanging,
leave things alone,
you wipe off the scary
scenes in your head.
You keep mumbling, it’s nothing, it’s the phone.
It's not him. It’s just the
phone that’s gone dead.
Nothing’s golden at a
remove, silence
equals no rare metal beyond
a distance.
Poignant and painfully true.
ReplyDeleteHugs.
Hugs back.
DeleteHari OM
ReplyDeleteDistance can be a blessing for some, indeed. For others it can become a tyrant. You have wrapped this in words of precious worth. YAM xx
Distance is more of a tyrant in troubled times.
DeleteWith distance, you don't really know what is going on, which is hard.
ReplyDeleteOut of sight does not mean out of mind sometimes..
Deletedistance is very hard. At least my elderly father still emails, and we do chat. But Facetime is not the same is in person face to face time. Your poem captured anguish.
ReplyDeleteThere is no real substitute for in person face to face.
DeleteDistance is something we've had to adjust to. Missing distant loved ones is the hardest thing. Your second last stanza gave me a jolt.
ReplyDeleteKeep well and safe, Nila.
Thanks Denise. You keep safe and fit too.
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