I
don’t know this city without your footprints
marking
out the roads, buildings, the streetlights
glinting
on your glasses, your voice mapping
the
terrain of neighbourhoods, days and nights.
I
don’t know this place, it’s strangely different –
the
waters an acrid shade of grey and white,
the
neon signs of advertisements pulsing
like
a news ticker from a disaster site.
Everything
is where it was, yet it isn’t
as
if the ground has shifted, ever so slight,
as
if the earth’s somehow lost its mooring,
as
if the sky’s fallen from a great height.
Grief
is a half done crossword by your chair,
an
absence the shape of your feet on the stairs.
Hari OM
ReplyDelete...and it has no timetable... YAM xx
yeah, can strike whenever and wherever, home or away... <3
DeleteAnd a hole in the heart that never fills..
ReplyDeleteProbably gets progressively larger...
DeleteNothing is ever the same...
ReplyDeleteEven in the normal course of time, grief accelerates that feeling...
DeleteYou captured grief perfectly. I had a moment watching the Tony Awards for theater. I used to always call my dad during a commercial break and discuss the music, the show numbers, etc. I missed that this year....sigh.
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate. Sending hugs.
Delete"Grief is a half done crossword by your chair, an absence the shape of your feet on the stairs." This is so poignant and beautiful.
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