However
timid my heart, I will wear
it
where I please, on my sleeve or my hat
or
under linen skin, layer upon layer;
hide
it within the staunchest rib, a nightmare
maze
of bone and secrets, crosshatched slats,
but
they’ll still find it and pick it quite bare.
The
hats too shorn of every rosette, the caps,
of
feathers, badges; would you know me then
for
your own among this mass of passive men?
They’ll
pluck it clean from the cloth, a pulse, a sob
of
breath, a scrap of flesh, hardly a throb,
a
drop of blood on the wires of timetraps.
Dark and poignant.
ReplyDeleteA sob of breath particularly hits home.
Thanks, good to know!
DeleteSomeone always finds a way to the heart, for better or worse. Very moving.
ReplyDeleteMore people wanting to for the worse always, I am afraid. Though when I posted I hadn't heard about Orlando still...
DeleteAnd you can pierce the heart with words.
ReplyDeleteThe wiser the heart the more easily it's pierced I think..
DeleteThank you for this impressive post
ReplyDeleteThanks for reading
DeleteExquisite poem, Nilajana.
ReplyDeleteThanks Nicola, glad you enjoyed it.
DeleteHi Nila - "a nightmare maze of bone and secrets" - wonderful descriptions ... I can feel and see the layers being torn away ... cheers Hilary
ReplyDeleteEach one of us is a maze! :) thanks, Hilary.
DeleteVery impressive, as always. Enjoyed it.
ReplyDeleteGlad you did. Thank you.
DeleteBeautiful! Especially love the 2nd half of the 2nd stanza. Beautiful.
ReplyDeleteJoy @ The Joyous Living
Thank you
DeleteMy heart is a muscle of flesh and blood
ReplyDeleteThe games they play are in my head up above
They rip at the fibers of what I’m made of
Leaving me without kindness or feelings of love
Over time they will rip out what I call my soul
They say they do it with love, I’m tolled
Your words to me are like fingers of pain
Ripping at this muscle over and over again
Yet you showed me where this nightmare began
It started with me, because I let them all in
Good to hear from you! Hope all is well with you.
DeleteAll pain, pleasure, joy begins there, with our own selves, doesn't it? Keep that muscle toned and safe! :)
This is outstanding and complex. I love the last line.
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