I do not give up hope,
though no feathered
thing sits and sings at my
open windows,
which look out on a washing
line, tethered
to my neighbour’s balcony,
dingy rows
of plastic strings and pegs,
the deep shadows
of my own building on it,
fallen forward –
a skyline toppled, downed
like dominos.
A word game where hope can’t
finish the word.
The only thing that flies in
is a raptor
with blood on its beak, the
sharpest claws
scrabbling the old panels of
the railing.
It leaves bloodstains. Hope is
not the chapter
nor verse of its song, I
lean and listen close.
I don’t give up an inch, but
it sings nothing.
Ouch.
ReplyDeleteMy hope is a fragile flicker of light. A flicker which is often (too often)quenched by anger and despair.
Hope reignites somehow but how I long for it to blaze rather than flicker.
I'm with you, EC! I'm keeping a flicker alive too, but I'm tired of having to guard it so desperately.
DeleteWatching the fireflies in my yard. Hoping a factor doesn't fly in.
ReplyDeleteFireflies are a feel good number.
DeleteHari OM
ReplyDeleteDesperate times bring on desperate words... YAM xx
Desperate measure as well.
DeleteHope can seem so fleeting right now.
ReplyDeleteAll the more reason to hold on tighter.
DeleteThat's a dark one, but certainly sadly too true.
ReplyDeleteDark times. Waiting for them to be over.
DeleteYes this lockdown is showing many things . Everybody are facing the good and bad . Let this get over soon .stay safe
ReplyDeleteThank you, you take care and stay safe too.
DeleteHi Nila - that waiting for the hope v loss ... I do feel for those living with that fear. Lockdown lessons - too many of them ... I have been feeling for you ... Hilary
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