With a milestone for a
pillow
with hard asphalt for a mattress
I’m ready to make my way
home
through this midday heat, and
darkness;
the borders are closed to
traffic
they have slammed shut their
gateways
and a mushroom cloud is churning,
turning the hamster wheels
of days.
But I wear my face lighthearted
I keep the talk convivial
and the laundry colour
sorted,
a close focus on trivial.
For the rules mustn’t be broken
and life must always go on
though home’s no longer a
shelter
all meanings and routes are
gone.
sad that home's no longer a shelter...such a forlorn line.
ReplyDeleteI feel like I flounder with a smile these days. I float in the pool and try to cry under water - the salt mixing the traces away.
A threnody too many of us know.
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ReplyDeleteohhh... the putting on of the 'the outward face', the paddling under water, the living of life regardless... hauntingly phrased, dear Nila. YAM xx
'home’s no longer a shelter
ReplyDeleteall meanings and routes are gone.'
So sad. So moving. So this-is-life-in-2020. But 'life must always go on.' True.
Hi Nila - 'I'm fine' ... doesn't always mean that - as you've exemplified here ... so many desperate souls; and thankfully you are able to process your sadness ... your outward face ... with thoughts - Hilary
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