The window cleaners visit and squish soap
and the foam spells out your name on the pane
but when I stop to look closer, it’s wiped off
just a few faint watery streaks remain.
Meanwhile, the doves have abandoned their nest
two dead eggs lie on the sill on their own
a few scattered twigs, a faint streak of dust
the cleaners brush off the rest – the doves are gone.
Your name’s in the birdsongs, the doves and pigeons
that perch to shelter from the midday heat
but when I lean in closer to listen
it’s just the sounds of urban homes and streets.
An airplane’s overhead and in its contrail
your name glimmers once, before the light fails.
How true it is. I too catch glimpses of the people I love and mourn out of the corner of my eye. Repeatedly. I see them, I hear them, and a windblown scent brings them to mind... And yes, they ARE still there, in every facet of our day. Invisible, but present.
ReplyDeleteIndeed, their presence is at once elusive and ubiquitous, can't explain how but it is.
DeleteHari OM
ReplyDeleteYes, I had such a glimmer in the summer rain today... Meanwhile, so sorry for the doves! YAM xx
Rain, shine, clouds, the glimmers are everywhere..
DeleteAlways a glimmer. And alas, the doves nests just don't last.
ReplyDeleteI figure my mother was hanging out in the breeze last night as we watched fireworks. She always loved sparklers. Take care
I noticed the window was opened - presume that was why the nest was abandoned. Glad you had a sparkly 4th, different from last year!
DeleteMy memories surface in the morning as I lay awake but not yet prepared to rise. With no defenses or distractions, thoughts steal in. I could envision the watery streaks and empty nest of your evocative poem.
ReplyDelete'They flash upon that inward eye/Which is the bliss of solitude...'
DeleteBeautiful! You capture reality in such a surreal way!
ReplyDeleteHey Renee, glad you enjoyed the poetry! Life has been a whole pile of stuff lately and surreal is a part of that :)
DeleteHi Nila - great poem ... we remember at strange times ... but always remember. Sad about the eggs not getting a chance ... all the best - Hilary
ReplyDeleteYa, felt quite gutted that she abandoned them...but window sill incubation is super precarious anyway, so much potential disturbance...
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