I think of you at odd times,
the templates
are not a convenient protocol
–
and sometimes I don’t think
of you at all
as the mind hardly
differentiates
between the minute grains,
the separate heft
of conscious and unconscious
memory.
Every time I return to a
story
you’re in it somewhere, to
the right or left
of each chapter. And the
city spools in
your laughter like an angler’s
line, your face
a mirage of leaf shadows,
just a faint trace
of your voice when the peak
hour traffic thins.
In every courtyard I visit, every
square,
in every vanished landmark - you’re there.
Beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI so understand the heft in your title, but your sonnet delicately dancing across those memories - and captures them and the feelings so very, very well.
Thank you. How does one 'remember' someone who is all along an innate part of every level of consciousness?
DeleteThere are those people who stay with us forever...
ReplyDeleteExactly!
DeleteYour poems sometimes...I have to inhale and exhale slowly to take them in. This is one of those poems. Thank you
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you liked it, thank you. Your comment somehow made me breathless also and reminded me of Mary Oliver...
DeleteHi Nila - the heft of thinking back over time and realising all those things we missed out on - but you're so right too re those who've are fully a part of our lives ... they've formed together through out our living memory.
ReplyDeleteTake care and all the best - our memories will always take us with them - Hilary
Hi Hilary, some memories are so much an intrinsic part of our psyche that there is no remembering necessary. Thank you for your well wishes. Stay safe and well.
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