I felt my father’s hand again on my forehead
and saw my mother’s face like a badge of
courage;
all around was barren, the sun pouring its
fire
and every foot was bleeding, its sole torn
open.
The rocks were naked, parched, the oasis was
red -
shrivelled, scattered skeletons lay around
its edge,
the horizons were hazy, a cloud of barbed
wire,
and time a measured beat, a slow stifled poem.
My mother untied her apron, the winds snapped
it up.
The caravan stopped dead like still statues in
stone -
they’d come as far as they could, now had to
turn back.
My father gave me a drink, the last from his
cup
and pointed me due west. So I went on alone.
The sands behind me dribbled and filled in my
tracks.
Oh Nila.
ReplyDeleteThis poem makes me ache for and with you.
Thank you for being here and for your friendship and concern. Value them beyond words.
DeleteHoly crap. You have opened your soul. Thanks and wow.
ReplyDeletePowerful. I truly wish I could write like you. It's as if you know me...all across the ocean and world. Kindred spirits my friend.
That kindred spirits feeling is quite mutual, Joanne it's like you took the words out of my brain :) Glad you liked the poem.
DeleteAnd I hope we will get to be across a table somewhere sometime instead of across oceans.
Hari OM
ReplyDeleteOMG... I cannot offer words in return... YAM xx
It's the company that counts. Happy to have your words and silence both, anytime.
DeleteWow, that is really powerful!
ReplyDeleteThank you.
DeleteWow. That's really deep. I love how vivid you made this, how painful and yet ending with hope. Great work.
ReplyDeleteI am excited for the upcoming YA scavenger book hunt (YASH), and for the Pass or Pages query contest at Operation Awesome with the YA category this October. I hope you've been staying healthy and thriving as best as you can this year.
- J
Thank you, so far so okay, getting by as best as I can. Have to say 2020 is not my favourite year. :) Glad you liked the poem.
DeleteAll the very best for YASH! Stay safe and well.
Oh wow Nila. Sue directed me here. She’s worried you’ve lost your father. But no, you would have said??
ReplyDeleteYou have opened your soul as only you can.
Oh no no, thank God! He's as well as can be expected under the circs, coping as best as he can. As we all are, I guess. Thank you for asking and for your concern, both you and Sue!
DeleteMy poetry has been autobiographical a couple of times lately, but mostly it isn't, completely imaginary, as you know. Imagination's been in dodgy places, that's what... I'm so sorry to have worried you! Wouldn't have done that for the world!
I held my breath too! So glad your dad is well. Such a powerful expression of love an loss. My heart breaks for you and all you've lost. Imagination flows when so much fear fills our daily lives. Sending hugs...
ReplyDeleteHugs back! and thank you. Living on tenterhooks, as another close friend put it. Overwhelming sometimes...
DeleteHi Nila - you put the anxiety many are facing now so powerfully - it's desperately worrying for those separated ... I constantly count my blessings - but feel for others. With thoughts - Hilary
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