Monday, 28 September 2026

One Year On

 



 

It’s happened late – but now you’re hyper aware –

it’s not the place, it’s a time that you long for

when the folks you knew well peopled all your years

and you were home even when you travelled far.

And now many of them are gone – gone somewhere

out of your reach, neither street address nor door.

As you walk by the same thresholds, trees and piers

you think of them, often wonder how they are.

 

Some are forced to leave for better livelihoods

and some leave by choice, to chase their rainbow ends

and some have gone to other worlds as destined.

No one’s coming back – you know they’ve gone for good.

Yet you pause at their doors, lost loved ones’ and friends’

but there’s just the swirling dust and sighing wind.




 

It’s a year since Sue departed. I still visit her blog and go through her photos - always a mood lifter, the flowers and the balloons, the skyscapes and kangaroos. And her very own special brand of sifting beauty and colour out of the ordinary stuff of life. 


Nalini, my school friend from my Nigeria days, also passed away around this time two years ago. Both lived in Australia, Nalini had settled in Sydney after school, so when I went to Fiji, I immediately planned to meet up with her. Unfortunately, I never made it.  


September is such a charged month. Cusp season. Hope it's gone well for you. 











Monday, 14 September 2026

Can't Pin It Back on the Map


Screengrab from the net. Credit where due.

 



It feels consequential. Like small talk

isn’t small. Like the sharpening winds have brought

more than cusp seasons. Memories of smoke.

The varieties of ash and dust that choke throats.

 

We both wear black and white. Ordinary, spare.

Her eyes are haunted. And I instantly know

another tower has imploded somewhere,

entire lifetimes have telescoped in one go.

 

She rises, lets me have the seat. I accept.

Going far? No, just a couple more blocks.

Smoke and ashes are our eyes. Not much left.

And the texture no longer feels like small talk.

 

She squares her shoulders. Adjusts her rucksack straps.

Some things once lost can’t be pinned back on maps.



~~~




Last week was the 25th anniversary. Quarter century. Enough to bring some long range perspective. 

I spent most of these 25 years in the Middle East. I was in Bahrain, at home with my infant son on the day. The baby was having his afternoon nap, I was having my afternoon coffee and TV. Awful, searing, unforgettable images. Three thousand people dead, the worst terrorist attack of all time.

The retribution was massive, massively out of proportion and affected the region I was in closely. Since 2001, the global war on terror has claimed 4.5 million lives, displaced another 38 million. And now on the anniversary, classified files have been released that show there was ample intelligence that something terrible was coming.  

Twenty five years on, the world is still at war, US is still at war. 

The question is - has the world been made safer? Are we ever getting peace?